Hello,I have just started a professional cooking course at college.I have been unemployed for one and half years. I find it so very hard to keep motivated. Not because I don't find the course subject interesting.But because, I am filled with so much self doubt. I keep repeating scenarios in my head of myself failing in the course, failing in life. I have tried so much to keep positive about life. I find it so very hard to believe God loves me.I came out of a relationship earlier on... Lawrence