i feel sad. I attended a special mass by Father Thady Doyle a great man. I once again sat in the church and felt dead inside and am getting so distressed that i do not feel the presence of our lord. I want to live in him and for him to live in me yet silence.. I fear that i have offended our lord. I love the Lord. Please pray also that my husband martin will have some relief with his pain. My son michael will find peace and his kidney reflux improve. Please pray the my medication will work. Sandy