Dear sisters and brothers, I would like to ask you for your prayer one more time, for very much of the light of the Holy Spirit that I may know God as He really is-love, and that I may with all my heart know I was loved by Him also in my past sins. You know I am so exhausted of many years lasting terrible oppressions and lies of devil about my great guilt and unworthiness, it is terrible pain of a soul..I am just not able to do that last step of total trust.. May God bless you for everything! Jana