Please pray for me, Donny.  I fell again in the watching x-rated fare, lust & self abuse. I lasted a week, then fell again. I am also under immense stress and also fell in the area of rage, hatred, and dishonoring and even loathing and briefly wishing death on one of my parents (long history of abuses in the past here). Pls ask God to put me back  into the state of Grace with Perfect Contrition IMMEDIATELY, PLEASE, even BEFORE I go to Confession and to help me stop falling